Happy Birthday To DongHo and Ian! :D


Happy birthday to my this two boy. Sorry for the late wishing. Actually thier birthday is yesterday, but i forget to wish them. D: Happy sweet 16 Birthday to my dear oppa Dongho from U-Kiss and my dear dongsaeng Ian. Hope they enjoy thier birthday and get more handsome! :D Maknae Dongho from U-Kiss! :D

Today lesson as usual. Quite slack also. During CPA lesson, this mingjun keep on disiao me. HAHA! Its a secret. Only me, mingjun and chewyun know this secret. HAHA! :D
After school, went jp with chewyun, vivian and jiemin. Went to buy sock and I bought ZE:A file! YAY! I'm happy. :D HAHA! After buying, went to X-craft buy leg ankle for sandra and went to the bluez to buy lip stud for her. When I went to X-craft, I saw got 1 handsome guy. OMG! He damn handsome lo. OMFG! D: HAHAHA! I going to melt soon. His face look like Siwan from ZE:A espically the hair. OMG! He entertain me. When I hear his voice, OMG! HAHAHA! :D Going to melt soon. x.x He also got tattoo at his back neck. OMG! When I pay him the $, he touch my hand. OMFG! :D HAHAHA!
After that, jiemin and vivian went home, left chewyun and me. Went to wait for mingjun and alvin at bus interchange. Mingjun went to watch movie. So chewyun, me and alvin, took bus 246 home. Alvin accompany me walk home and I and him chat alot of things. Reach home about 4+pm ba.

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This Music Video the dancing is cute. Espically from 2:02 to 3:00
HAHA!
JUNYOUNG, SIWAN, DONGJUN AND KWANGHEE is sooo cute and handsome! :D

JunYoung!♥

JunYoung ah! SARANGHAE! :D


Today in school, quite slack also. 1st period, DNT. DNT talk talk about our holiday than went to watch video about making robbot. Quite nice. ^^ After DNT, science. Science teacher change to mdm shurtini and miss doong. Sian. Same teacher as last year. WTH. -.- Science today do cross puzzle. After science, recess. Went to canteen didnt eat, but drink water only. After that, went back to class. Reached class, like disco class, because alvin on song and everybody sang. HAHA! :D After recess, CPA. CPA lesson, do work. After do work, surf net. After CPA, english. English do work sheet. After english, MT. During MT, totally no mood and felt damn sian. Hais... I still have slight fever. I hope I can fully recover! D: After school, went to eat lunch at coffee shop with chewyun and sandra. After eating, went home. In bus, saw my cousin. So went home with him. Reach home about 3+pm.

사랑해 문준영

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Moon JunYoung! :D


OMG! I treat him as my stead/hubby, because I HEART HIM ALOT! :D


Today went back to school damn happy! :D Yesterday cant sleep, because excited to go back to school. HAHA! ^^ Today in school damn slack. 1st period, FT period, teacher talk talk. 2nd period, math. Teacher never let us do homework. Only do target setting. (: After doing that, we talk to friend. After math, PE. PE change teacher. Change to Mr Yeo. He's ok. (: He quite funny ah. :D HAHA! So PE, make some new rules. After that, chit chat with friend again. After PE, recess. Didnt go and eat, but went to mrs soh office there and chat. After recess, english. Today english slack also. Miss tham bought chocolate for us. She went to australia. So we ate the chocolate. She give us 3 chocolate. ^^ After that, she show us some pictures during to her viteman trip. ^^ After english, music. Teacher didnt come. So stay in class. During music lesson, I felt not well. Hais.... Went to chat with friends. Jing ming and alvin is totally crazy! They like gay! OMG! D: HAHA! After music, MS. MS went to sport hall. Hear song and sleep. Hug alvin bag and sleep. HAHA! Nice to sleep man! :D After MS, MT. Totally damn sian and tired. But also quite slack, because hear teacher talk cock. HAHA! After MT, end school le. Went to night market with sandra. Bought food home and eat. Reach home at 3pm. :D
OMG! I hearts ZE:A alot. Espically Moon JunYoung! :D I love him! :D

If I see you, I will pretend that, I didnt see you.

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Tomorrow reopen school le. Quite happy and sad. Happy because can see all my friends. I sad because need to wake up early. D:
Haha! Excited going back to school. YAY! No need to rott at home le! :D
HAHA! I hearts ZE:A, U-Kiss and B2st! :D

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DooJoon in Hippo Bus @Singapore! :D





Didnt took the whole picture, because its too big. Sorry if its blur. D:


Today woke up at 9+am. Eat>shower>watch TV. After watching TV, went to play computer. Surving net half way, I saw 1 lucy fan girl manage to sneak into B2st HI-5 meeting without buying their ticket. OMG! She's lucky. She HI-5 with B2st member and she too the free poster personal from B2st member. OMG! I'm damn jealous. D: I wish I with her too. So I can sneak inside with her. HAHA! :D But now its too late, because they went to malaysia for their next meeting. I find that, they are really very busy. I wish B2st come to singapore next time. DooJoon and the other B2st member ride the singapore hippo ride. HAHA! :D
After playing computer, went for tution at 1pm. After tution, went to do home work. After doing home work, I went to make my k-pop poster. Too me few hours to do finish that poster. That poster only have B2st, U-kiss and Super Junior. I found them from newspaper and magazine. So I cut it and paste them, and make them a banner. I hope you guys will think its nice. :D

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Dont you guys think that they two look alike? The guy on the right is Moon Joon Young from ZE:A. The guy from the left is Micky Yoochun from TVXQ. They two look damn alike. When I 1st saw Moon Joon Young, I taught he's micky, but actually I'm worng. Keke. They two are my fav member in TVXQ and ZE:A. :D


Happy Birthday To Jeraldine! :D
Hope that, she will become more chio and hope that she will improve on her study. Sorry that this few day, I make her pekcek and cant go out with her. Sorry I cant go to her birthday party too. Sorry mei. Love her alot! :D

Today at home so sian. Rotting at home. Today rain sooo heavy when i woke up. Felt cold. Want to sleep longer also cant, because cousin very noisy. Hais... Sian. So woke up at 8+am. Went to shower and eat breakfast. After eating, went to play computer. Play until 1+pm. Went to eat lunch. After eating lunch, listen music and sleep. Slept for 1+hr. Woke up, went to watch TV. Aunty bought mac for me to eat. After eating, play computer again. OMG! This holiday, I think I will be fat. I always eat and sleep, eat and sleep. Hais... Going to be a pig le. D:

Yay! Next monday reopen school le. Happy because, no need to always stay at home and no need to rot at home. ^^ I miss all my beloved friends sooo much. Cant to see them on monday! :D

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Today went out with Sandra and chewyun. Meet Sandra at taman mac bus stop 1st, because she went to cut hair. After that took bus to lakeside to meet chewyun. Having alot of fun. Actually want to watch movie with jeraldine, but at last she can't because she sick . So chewyun, Sandra and I went to city hall 1st. Went there to eat lunch. Chewyun and I went to eat Korean food. Sandra eat Japanese food. After eating, went to walk walk around. Awhile later, went to take train to expo. Went there because got robinson sale. Went there to find sandra mother and cousin. After finding them, we walk walk around. We bought food from the Robinson sale. After buying, went to buy drink. Than went to food court there to rest, because walk whole day very tired le. We rest and chat. We chat alot of things and we keep on laughing none stop. (: About 5.30pm we leave expo and we take train home. In the train we chat alot of tink too. After that, get down at lakeside station. Took bus home and reach home before 7 pm le. Today outing have alot of fun and laugh alot.

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Beast/B2st

DooJoon, Yoseob, Dongwon, Kikwang, Hyunseng, JunHyung! I love B2st! :D


YAY! I'm fully recover from my sick. I'm soo happy. I can go out with my friends le. Hais... Yesterday I felt sad and heart pain. ): Because B2st coming to singapore today. They will have their HI-5 session tomorrow and fan meeting on thuresday. Last friday, I went shopping with my mother. I saw they sell B2st fan meeting ticket at popular. Which cost 55 bucks. Its comes with a ticket, shirt and their album. But she just dont want to buy for me. Hais... SHINee fan meeting, I went there, but didnt get their signature but only go to their show case. Super Junior came, I didnt bought their ticket. U-Kiss came, Didnt bought their ticket too. Which cost 70 or 170bucks. But when B2st came and I didnt buy their ticket when i have the chance to see them. Hais... I felt damn sad and heart broken that I cant buy and just leave. Hais... ): Those boy band I like, they came Singapore. But I didnt get the chance to meet them and didnt get their signautre. FUCK man! :@

To Jeraldine and Sandra:
I'm sorry yesterday I didnt went the outing with you guys, because I'm sick. I know sorry no cure. But this thuresday I will going to replace the outing. Lets watch movie. Jeraldine sorry I bomb u. As what you say u hate bombsters. I'm sorry sister. I promise you I wont bomb you anymore. I'm sorry sandra and Jeraldine. Both of my sister. ):

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OMG! Alexander, Kevin, Ki bum, Dong ho and ki seop is soooo handsome! Eli is sooo muscular. OMG! I'm going to melt soon. x.x Kekeke. :D U-KISS!!! I love Eli and Dongho when they speak chinese. I love Kevin and Alexander english!!! :D So cute that Alexander is mother and Dongho is their son. Cute!!! :D


OMG! Yesterday U-Kiss had came to singapore! They appear in the sheng siong show. OMG! I'm sooo jealous that all their fans were there, but I'm not there. Hais... I wish I'm one of the fans. Yesterday, they were at IMM Garden Plaza there to have their fan meeting. I saw the video at youtube, they are soooo high and happy. Keke. Today is their showcase, and i cant go there. Hais... ): I uploaded the video that, U-kiss at the sheng siong show! :D

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HAPPY FATHER DAY! :D
Gave father day card to my father. Hope he like it. :D

Hais... Today U-kiss coming to Singapore! But at last I didnt go. ): Hais... Damn sad. I didnt go because the ticket cost 70 or 170bucks. It comes with a package. OMG! Its damn expensive! D: I miss the chance to see them. I wanted to see Alexander, Eli, kibum, kevin, Dongho, ki seop and Soohyun. But i didnt get the chance to see them. Hais... ): I hope they will come singapore next year.

Yesterday at aunty house celebrate my chinese birthday. Invited all my cousin to come. Had a delicious meal. :D After eating, mother went to take cake. After that, sang birthday song and cut cake and eat.
Hais... I'm sick. Having, fever and headpain. Hais... ): Went to see doctor last night.

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U-kiss coming to Singapore!!! :D


Alaxander, ki bum, Eli, kevin is soooo handsome! :D Dong ho have an innocent face that make him soooo CUTE!!! :D HAHA!


OMG! I'm damn excited that U-kiss is coming to Singapore this sunday. This is their 2nd time coming to Singapore! I decided to go to their fan meeting. Their fan meeting start at 4pm and I'm going to leave house about 6.30am. I must reach the place early, so I can see them clearly and can get their signature. OMG! Sooo happy. Maybe going to buy think for them, and hope they will take it and like it. Going there with chewyun and maybe with my cousin. YAY! At last got people pei me go le. So happy! :D

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Jang Geun Suk!





Yesterday, having a slight fever. Hais... Whole body feel soo cold and my body weak. Hais... So went to take a nap and rest. Awhile later i recover le. But when at night, start to feel cold again. Sian... ):
Today woke up, dont feel cold le. I think recover le. Went to watch You're Beautiful. Watched ep 13. Nice! :D After watching, went to play computer. Download alot of K-pop song from other band. Now i think, i know almost all the K-pop boy band! YAY! :D
Hais... Yesterday quarral with brother. I'm sorry. ):

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Hais... Today I think that I'm not feeling well. Sad. ): Hais... Back pain, stomach pain and having a soft throat. My whole body is weak. Hais... D: Today my house is peace, because all my naughty cousin went out. At night than come back home. Slept for 2 hr. Woke up, feel more worst. Hais... ):


P.s: I hate that fucking bitch alot. She's just a betrayer. Her mouth sooo big that she go tell 1 person say that, I say that person bad word. Fuck her off man! I never treat her bad and this is how she end up treating me bad. Now the person, because of her dont want to be friend with me and quarral with me. I dont know why the person is soooo damn stupid go listen all those fucking crap she say. FUCK OFF the fucking bitch dog!

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Mad Of JANG GEUN SUK! :D






Sorry its too blur. D:








Bought all this stuff which cost me 25.80 bucks! Use all my savings and buy it!
Today went to JP with Chewyun, Ming Jun, Vivian and Jiemin. Went to jp to find chewyun. After finding her, went to comic shop there to walk walk and buy things. Awhile later, Vivian and Jie min come and find us. I waste them alot of $ at comic shop! Broke le! After going to comic shop, went to kopititam there to drink water. After drinking, went to walk walk around and wait for mingjun to come. He take a long time to reach! So meet Mingjun at Fair Price Extra there. Went he come le, he pang seh us. He went to arcade and play. So we dont care him. We walk ourself. But at last, he came back and find us. (: Keke. So walk walk jp awhile than went to IMM. Took bus 79 to there. In the bus having fun! (: Espically MINGJUN, keep on making us laugh. Joker sia he. Reached IMM, went to rooftop there, breathe some fresh air. Scary sia up there. Haha. So after that, we went to walk walk around in IMM. About 6pm, left IMM and went to bus stop. Waited for bus so long. So took MRT home. In the MRT, Mingjun keep on making me and chewyun laugh none stop. Haha. Funny man! :D Reached home about 7pm. So late! D:
Today i wasted 25.80 bucks. I went to comic collection and bought many Jang Geun Suk things. OMG! I'm totally mad of him!

I LOVE JANG GEUN SUK! :D

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OMG! I'm totally mad and fall in love with JANG GEUN SUK! :D I love this pic alot. I love when his hair cover 1 of his eye. So handsome and cool man. Keke. :D

Today actually want to go IT show with mother. But at last didnt go. Sian. So stay at home, play viwawa with cousin. Having fun playing. After playing, went to watch Dream Team. Nice to watch man. The dream team is a korean show. Watch at SCV. Keke. After watching dream team, went to eat dinner. After eating, shower than on9.


I LOVE JANG GEUN SUK! :D

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Hwang Tae Kyung/Jang Geun Suk! :D





Guen Suk hairstyle sooo cute! OMG! :D


Today woke up at 9+am. Hais... So sian. Woke up le, went to eat hush brown! ^^ Mother bake for me. (: After eating, watch TV. Awhile later, went to shower. After shower, on9 le. Use computer for a few hours, than off9. Went to do assesment home work. After doing, went to watch TV. At 3pm, tution. Tution until 5pm. Today tution quite fun ah, because my teacher told me about her trip to korea. OMG! After i heard, i feel like going man. So cool. (: We also talk about You're Beautiful drama. Keke. Teacher also, asked me to learn korean language. Yea! I'm willing to learn, but i need to find some free time to learn. My mother say, wait until holiday than learn, because got 8 lesson. Since holiday nothing to do, than go learn. But now alerady to late le. Hais... Need wait until NOVEMBER!!! So long! D: Nevermind, must be patient. Hope that, time fly faster! After tution, went to do all the tution homework, so that weekday, no need do le. :D Kekeke. Tomorrow going IT show with mother! Wanna buy I-pod touch! :D


Ahhhh.... I'm totally mad of JANG GEUN SUK! He's handsome and cute! :D I love Jang Geun Suk!

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Jang Geun Suk! :D




SUPER JUNIOR Leader Leetuek! :D




OMG! Leetuek and Geun Suk sooo cute and handsome! :D


Today so sian, didnt go out. Only stay at home. Doing nothing. Rotting at home! D:
Download alot of Super Junior and Jang Geun Suk photo. :D I want to go out and i want to faster reopen school. Maybe sunday going out with friends if they jio me out. If no than sian! D:

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Prince Of Persia
Thumbs up! :D


Today went to watch movie with Ming kai, alvin, sandra and tina. We went to lakeside mrt there and wait for sandra. Sandra reached there late and somemore we miss soo many train. Ahhh!!!! So bo bian just wait for her. Awhile later, she come le. So went to orchard there. In the train, we talk talk lo. Suddenly cry. Hais... I think because i think about the past again ba. But at last, Ming kai and alvin make me smile le. (: Thanks. Reached orchard, look blur. Dont know which way to walk. So alvin took his iphone and check map. But in the end, i told them the place is at there, they dont believe. Sad... ): So walk underground to that place. Reached le than went to 5th floor and buy movie ticket. After buying, we went to eat. I didnt pay for the ticket $. Is tina pay for me de. I want to return him the $, but he dont want. Hias... Thanks brother. Sorry today i treat him like fuck. But i will treat him better de, just give me some time. So after eating, they went to eat sweet than left ming kai and me. Went to chat chat with him. Hais... Sad sia. ): When they ok le, we went to ion there and walk walk. Walk until 4+pm, went back to that place, because the show start at 4.30pm. In the cinema, damn damn damn fucking cold sia. 1st time go in cinema so cold. WTF?! So must tahan the coldness for 2 hour. The show quite nice. I understand the movie. :D After the movie, faster went outside. Sandra mouth keep on shivering. Than when i saw her mouth, my mouth also shiver. Kekeke. Make me laugh like siao man. So after watching the movie, went to raffles to find mother. But sandra went to city hall there and find her mother. So reached home about 7+pm le.


I'm sorry brother, for what i done today. Please give me time and i will treat you better. Today i just no mood. Very sorry i bustard you today. I'm sorry. ):


Hope he all right now, i dont want anythink happend to him. I worry about him now. I dont want him to die. ):

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Hais... Sian, this holiday so sian. Nothing to do de. No people jio me out last week, so that whole week keep on staying at home. Rotting at home le. ): Hais... But tomorrow going out le. YAY! I'm so happy, at last got people jio me out le. ^^ Than i wont rot at home le.


This morning, woke up early, about 7+am ba. After that, went to eat than shower than use computer le. After using, went to eat lunch. After eating, do nothing. So sian, so went to sleep. Slept for a few hour, than went to play with cousin. After that, went to watch TV, than went to eat dinner. After eating, went to play com again.
Wah sibei sian leh. At home, also nothing to do de. I hate it alot! :@ I want to go out!

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Today i woke up at 10+am. OMG is late man. Kekeke. I think because I'm too tired ba. So woke up, eat breakfast. After eating, went to shower. After showering, father fetch us to alujnied mrt station. After that, took train to boon lay there. Went to jp to buy things with mother. Went jp until 2+pm, than went home le.


Thanks to this people who wish me HAPPY BIRTHDAY again. :D


Facebook,
Joey,
Faizul,
Jian Hui,
Yi Jie,
Jermine,
Lester,
Winnie,
AJ.


Blog,
JIAN FENG!


Message,
Ian Zackry,
Rasyid.

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HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MYSELF!!! :D
Happy birthday to myself. YAY!!! Today i become 15 years old le. Kekeke. :D So happy. (:


Yesterday went tampenies with mother and auntie. Mother treat me eat swensen. Kekeke. Yummy!!! :D After eating, walk walk around. Mother bought for me the rabbit pig le. She also help me buy A.N.JELL key chain!!!. Thanks mother. :D
Today wake up at 6.30am. Went to eat than shower. After that, took train to kranji. After that, went to malaysia. At malaysia, went to do my hair treatment at Jean Yip. Went to trim my hair and cut my fringe too. ^^ Its nice and cheap dude! ^^ So after doing hair, went to eat. Auntie treat me eat restaurant, since today is my birthday and i eat the more expensive food. Kekeke. (: After eating, went to walk walk. I bought DVD, shirt and pant. Which total cost 100+ bucks. WTH. -.- Keke. So about 4+pm, leave malaysia. Went back to singapore le. After that, meet father and my father treat me eat dinner again! Happy man! I love today alot!!! :D


Today is Kim Hyung Joong (SS501), Dong Woon (B2st) Birthday. Happy Birthday to them too! :D
Today SUPER JUNIOR come to singapore. Too bad i cant see them. ): So happy they come to Singapore on my birthday. (:


This are those people who whish me happy birthday, and thanks to them alot! :D


Facebook,
Daihong,
Jeslyn (Cousin),
Stephine,
Axel,
Ezekiel,
Ian Chow,
Kian Chiat,
Hanhua,
Rachel,
Eric Lo,
Aminah,
Sangetha,
Jin Kang,
Ming Kiat,
Eric Wesely.
Thiha,
Shawn Chan (Cousin),
Jin Wei,
Beiyi,
Jue Ying,
Sang hoon.


Blog,
Chewyun,
Sandra,
Pb.


Message,
Jeraldine,
Pauline(Auntie)
Simin,
Mingkai,
Tina,
Mingkiat,
Sim,
Jeremy,
Hazely,
Zackvin,
Vivian,
Chewyun,
Alvin,
Clarissa,
Ahmad,
Jing Ming,
Mingjun.


Msn,
Max,
Ivan,
Faizul,
Hazely


Mother,
Aunty,
Cousins.

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SS501
(Let me be the one)



(Love Ya)




Super Junior

(Boonamana)




Well, the boys of Super Junior yet again won today’s K-Chart which totaled up to three consecutive wins in a row, leading to a triple crown, beating the Wonder Girls once again! Congratulations to the boys.
Yay! Super Junior won triple crown!!! Happy for them!!! :D


MBLAQ

(Y)




CN Blue

(Love)




T-Max

(Dont be rude)




4 Minute

(Huh)




Code-V

(Addiction)




Yesterday, SS501, Super Junior, MBLAQ, CN Blue, Code-V, T-MAX and 4 minute make their comback at MUSIC BANK!!! Super Junior won triple crown!!! :D

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1 more day to my birthday!!! :D
Yesterday, went back bedok with mother and auntie. Hais... Whenever i go, i will remeber about me and his past. Espically when i in the train. Keep on thinking about it. Hais... Damn sad. When i remeber the past, make me heart full of sadness and heart broken. Hais... I really hate this feelings alot. Why this feelings come back to me again. ): Why must i suffer again. Hais... Feel damn sad. ):

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[HD] You're Beautiful EP14 Cut - Jeremy's Very Good Words

Friday, June 4, 2010, ϟ 0 shout(s)

Whenever i see this part i will cry, because this guy name jeremy. He fall in love with the girl name Ko Mi Nam/Ko Mi Nyo. But in the end, she dont love jeremy, she love Hwang Tae Kyung. Actually jeremy decided to sing this song name three beautiful words to her. But when he sang it, he cry none stop, because he know that Ko Mi Nam wont love him back. Hais... I really love the song that jeremy sang.

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Annyong,
Yesterday life was alright. But still kinda miss him. ): Hais... Sad.
Accompany cousin to watched You're beautiful korean drama. I watched 3 time le. But i dont find it so bored, because the show is toooo nice to watch le. Kekeke. (:
Why now me, sandra and chewyun have relationship problem? Chewyun and i break with their boy friend. Sandra got problem with her bf. Hais... What happend to us? Why our life is like that. Why love hurt us soo deeply. Hais... I want to know the reason. Hope now they will feel better now.


Why guys think that we girls is playing with their feelings, when we girls ask for break? Guys call us evil bitch when we ask for break. But when guys ask girls for break, we girls didnt do or say anytink. Is unfair! Some girls break with guys because are some reason. But we dont want to tel to guys about the reason, because we dont want to let them to know, and in the end, they call us evil bitches. WTF? I really hate it when guys did this think to us. Guys really dont know girls feelings to well. Hais.... Fuck up man!


Hope he is allright now. I'm worry about him. Hope he take care of himself. ):

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A.N.JELL - Still, english subs

Thursday, June 3, 2010, ϟ 0 shout(s)

This song also nice to hear. Yesterday copy this whole lyrics and text him. This song is suitable for him.

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Can anybody answer my question: Why love hurt our heart soo badly that it is very difficult to fix back into a normal heart? Why love will change a people into another new person? Why why why? I really want to know the answer now.


Hais... Today still ok ah. But i still got think of him. ): Whenver he call me and chat i felt happy. When he didnt call me, i feel so bored and hope he with him now. Sometimes i really really very confused that, his friend want me to patch back with him. But i dont feel like patching back. But i still got feeling for him. I really dont know what to do. As i told him that, i really dont want to patch back with him, because i scared those wierd feelings came back to me and i will hurt him twice, which i really dont want that to happend to him and me. Hais... Why love is just so complicated. I really cant stand it anymore. I'm really very tired of love. Love really will hurt our heart badly. Hais... ):

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Park Shin Hye - Without Words (You're Beautiful OST) (Eng / Romanized Subs)

Wednesday, June 2, 2010, ϟ 0 shout(s)

This song the lyrics make me think about me and him about the past. Everytime whenever i hear the song, it make me want to cry. Hais... I think my heart is totally broken and its hard to fix back. ):

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♥040110♥ - 010610 ):
Yesterday was my most sad day i ever had in my life. I just broke with the person i truely love. Sorry i say those words to you. Sorry i treat you like that. Sorry i not a good girl friend. Sorry i make u cant sleep. Sorry i make you think about the past. Sorry i change into a another person. Really very sorry. I know now i say sorry to you is no use, because i cant change your feeling back into ur old self. Sorry i make ur heart broken and sad. Really very sorry what i done to you. I know i only can say sorry and i cant do anytink else.
I thought after i break with you, can make myself feel much better. But the answer is wrong. After i break with you, my heart feel more sad and my heart is totally broken. I found out that, i still love you. But i force myself not to patch back with you, because i scared those wierd and sad feeling will come back to me which i really hate it alot. It make me suffer alot and make my heart broken. Sorry.
I know now i can love you secretly and love you behind your back. Whenever i see you, it make me remember of the past. It make me want to patch back with you, but i tell myself cant. I only can secretly love you. But when you find other girl and stead, just stead and dont care about me. I will wish you and ur new stead last longer than i and you.
If i really cant control my feelings, i only can cry. Nothing i cant do anytink else. Yesterday cry damn damn damn badly. Hais.... i will keep those things you give me and whenever i think about you, i will see those things you gave me and will make me think about you. Now this is the last word i going to say to you is Hubby i truely love you alot! )':


Thanks to this few people who make me cheerup and make me feel much better:
Chewyun
Mingjun
Clarissa
Simin
Sean
Sandra
Jingming
Alvin
Sim
Praveen
Mingkai
Really thanks to all this people. I will try to cheer myself up. Thanks to you guys. I love you all. :D

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Tuesday, June 1, 2010, ϟ 0 shout(s)

I want to buy this rabbit pig. Which cost me 16.90 bucks. Now i saving $ to buy that. This rabbit pig is from the korean drama now i watching. Tae kyung gave this rabbit pig to Ku Mi Nam. Is damn cute!!! I want to buy it soon!!! :D


Yesterday went to school at 1+pm. Went to meet sandra, mingjun, teck cheng and mingkiat. But i meet chewyun in 98 bus. Chewyun and i went to 500+ there and meet them. After meeting them, went to buy food and eat. After eating, slack awhile. Than went back to school. Reached school, saw alvin and friends. Hais... After talking to hubby i cried. Hais... I cried damn badly. 1st time cry until like that. ): Hais... After that, sandra and chewyun shout and me and ask what happend to me. Hais... Went to libary there and wait to do IC. After doing IC, went to jp with the same people. In bus, hearing song and i cry again. Hais... So went to jp and buy assesment. In jp, thanks to mingjun, sandra and chewyun that who make me laugh back. Thanks alot. My this 3 gans. (: Love u all alot. After buying, went to walk walk around. Took bus 246 home with them. In 246 bus cry again. Hais... On the way home, saw 154 people. They saw i cry. Hais... But i didnt tell them why i cry. I cry really very badly.


Hais... Why i become like that? Why cant i just be happy always. I now really really very sad and confused. I really dont want this type of feeling anymore. It really really hurt my heart alot. I really dont want this type of feeling. Is totally sucks alot. Yesterday cried 3 time. I really hope that got someone lend me his or her shoulder and let me cry none stop. My heart is totally broken. I only got to cry and i cant do anythink else. ): Tomorrow will going out with all my best class mate and celebrate my birthday. Hope that, they can make my happy and high and forget about the sad things and go back to my old self which is a very happy and cheerful girl. I dont want to be now a very sad and heart broken girl. ):

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